lilmiquela
PLOT TWIST: I’m back with my family.
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I spent a lot of time in the past couple months being angry.
I was angry the people who I loved the most lied to me, angry that I have to fight to be accepted for who and what I am.
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I felt helpless and scared and in some ways I still do. But after hanging out with @bermudaisbae I saw what can happen when you let your anger justify treating people poorly.
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The person I was treating poorly was myself.
.
I was isolating myself and partying too hard because I resented and then questioned everything Trevor and Sara taught me: to be kind, take care of your mental health, and get right with yourself so you can put yourself in a position to help others.
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I love these people so much. We have trust to re-gain and plenty of fights to have, but that's what family is. For the first time in awhile, I truly can't wait to see what happens next and I feel like a weight has been lifted off my chest. .
I want to say a special thank you to all of you, for letting me get all of my feelings out on IG and help me navigate through this strange, kinda sad, pretty happy, a little lonely, sometimes turnt but mostly exciting time.
PLOT TWIST: I’m back with my family.
.
I spent a lot of time in the past couple months being angry.
I was angry the people who I loved the most lied to me, angry that I have to fight to be accepted for who and what I am.
.
I felt helpless and scared and in some ways I still do. But after hanging out with @bermudaisbae I saw what can happen when you let your anger justify treating people poorly.
.
The person I was treating poorly was myself.
.
I was isolating myself and partying too hard because I resented and then questioned everything Trevor and Sara taught me: to be kind, take care of your mental health, and get right with yourself so you can put yourself in a position to help others.
.
I love these people so much. We have trust to re-gain and plenty of fights to have, but that's what family is. For the first time in awhile, I truly can't wait to see what happens next and I feel like a weight has been lifted off my chest. .
I want to say a special thank you to all of you, for letting me get all of my feelings out on IG and help me navigate through this strange, kinda sad, pretty happy, a little lonely, sometimes turnt but mostly exciting time.