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  • _the.logophile_Dear Ruqaiya,

    As the fuming Sun's rays knock down upon your eyelids, and as they jerk open unwilling and afraid, I hope you have the strength to embrace a world, which can no longer let the light in. I hope that at least your dreams were pleasant and that the reverie lasted longer than your miseries.
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    I wish to hold you close and drown in your warmth.
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    I want to trace your curls that you keep hidden from the world, all the way to your shoulder and back.
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    I want to kiss you under the moonlight. I want to kiss you when the dawn breaks.
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    I want to stroll the parks with you, hand in hand.
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    But Ruqaiya, I beg you, don't ever come back to this world.
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    On every remark these imbeciles make about dragging your sisters out of their graves and urge the listeners to rape them, my skin crawls and my body cringes under the veins that pulsate in disgust. I really wish that I could strip the listeners off their cheers and applause, and bury them in their own filth. Ruqaiya, even though I long to see you, words cannot tell you how relieved I am to know that, even upon your death, you won't become one with the soil that hates you so.

    Wherever you are, I can never know how better or worse it is, and I can only hope that it is the former. I envisage you are somewhere where they do not determine your worth based on your colour, creed or sexuality. Ruqaiya, I feel so worthless. I wish to be bereft of my manhood, which was unable to protect you and defend your honour. Why should I be alive, when I couldn't ward off the demons that forced you to flee from your own mother? As your brothers are turned to zilch and their abodes destroyed, I can only watch. As they rip the clothes off your sisters and strip them off their honour, all I can do is look away. I am really ashamed to....
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