iamleyahshanksThis by #TBCR Ambassador @fullerfigurefullerbust is so beautiful. ❤
My mother's eyes
The teacher I would learn to despise
The magazines that fed me lies
My body never felt like home. .
Legs chafed raw
Growing boobs that were sore
Laughing in the corridor
Hair I'd never seen before
So different from the others.
I didn't measure up because my measurements were so much bigger
Legs were pitted with marks of imperfection
A form that jiggled like buildings in an earthquake
My soul trapped in the vessel of my misery
A reflection that tore tears from my eyes
Belly lines smiling cruelly as I sat, taking up far too much room
Who could love something like me?
A small shift
A change of pace
A change of place
A body that was more than how it looked through other's eyes
A body that laughed and danced and fucked
Lines etched into my face as I lived without fear of mockery
I let the bullies own you, not realising that I simply needed to fall in love with you in order to cast a shield.
Dear body; please know that it was never my decision to despise you
Never I who coined those first cruel names
Never I who assumed you had to change size in order to change minds about your worth
But it was I who listened. Drowning in a sea of cruel taunts.
I still bear the scars upon my soul
And sometimes I still crawl to the edge of that hole
But I fought hard to claw back my spirit that they stole
My love for my body is something only I get to control
A tempestuous, passionate tangle of emotions.
- papo2529Love love love love
- sexybrilliant_devinakaur❤️❤️❤️❤️ hope you are well @iamleyahshanks
- sexybrilliant_devinakaurSuch a beautiful message ... wowow
- iamleyahshanks@sexybrilliant_devinakaur sending you love ❤❤❤😘😘😘
- sexybrilliant_devinakaur@iamleyahshanks thanks and I want to be #TBCR warrior .. check the link on my IG bio for aging and fat body as published on @elephantjournal ❤️❤️
- gigi_from_fat_to_fitBeautifully powerful and raw
- lombardiyamaYou are beautiful inside and outside ❤️❤️
- sophia.mae.doolanSo pretty!
- nininlvtoy75Very sexy indeed 😘😘
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