"Why can't I just lose weight and love my body?" "Why can't I actually have healthy friendships with women who don't take advantage of me or talk behind my back and hurt me?" "Why can't my boyfriend just see how badly he treats me?"
"Why can't I just get what I want in my life - why am I constantly being hit with these random waves of disaster and chaos all the time?" - This was me. This was my life. 
I was constantly asking why I didn't have the things I wanted, but in the same sentence I was also telling myself "you will never have what you truly want." NOTHING in my life was the way I wanted it to be. And it was never going to change if I kept that mindset up. 
I felt like the universe was constantly telling me I was f-ck up. And I bought into that story. "you are a mess, you will always be a mess." I decided one day to really break away from it. "Maybe all these years I have been in my own head. Maybe it isn't the world that is holding me back - maybe it is myself." The minute I faced my fears and learned to really look inward in my life, I was able to gain control of my future. I let go of all the negative and started reshaping my life with a system that works and changed everything about my destiny. 
Now, when I look at my life, all I see is unlimited beautiful possibilities for the future. It seriously takes my breath away. <3
#lifeisbeautiful #createyournewnormal #perfection
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  • whatisperfectionblog"Why can't I just lose weight and love my body?" "Why can't I actually have healthy friendships with women who don't take advantage of me or talk behind my back and hurt me?" "Why can't my boyfriend just see how badly he treats me?"
    "Why can't I just get what I want in my life - why am I constantly being hit with these random waves of disaster and chaos all the time?" - This was me. This was my life.
    I was constantly asking why I didn't have the things I wanted, but in the same sentence I was also telling myself "you will never have what you truly want." NOTHING in my life was the way I wanted it to be. And it was never going to change if I kept that mindset up.
    I felt like the universe was constantly telling me I was f-ck up. And I bought into that story. "you are a mess, you will always be a mess." I decided one day to really break away from it. "Maybe all these years I have been in my own head. Maybe it isn't the world that is holding me back - maybe it is myself." The minute I faced my fears and learned to really look inward in my life, I was able to gain control of my future. I let go of all the negative and started reshaping my life with a system that works and changed everything about my destiny.
    Now, when I look at my life, all I see is unlimited beautiful possibilities for the future. It seriously takes my breath away. <3
    #lifeisbeautiful #createyournewnormal #perfection

  • mad_polI went back on my tone it up account and remembered your Instagram page! So I'm now following on my main one haha
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