This is the 23rd time I've had to pull these out... I rarely post personal stuff here, but I'm in need of support and prayers and I know my #teachermamas and #teacherfriends will understand. For almost 2 years we've be trying for another baby. And it seems every month, I'm hopeful... Maybe this time... and then every month I'm let down.... 23 times to be exact... I try to keep it in perspective. I've got a beautiful 4 year old boy (2 years to conceive) and a husband who loves me... But I know some thing is missing. I've had more tests done and needles poked into me in the past 8 months than should be allowed. In two weeks, I'm scheduled for another painful procedure...I'm not looking forward to it. I was hoping that I was pregnant this time, this 23rd time... That maybe 23 was it... then, I wouldn't have to go through with another test. So I wouldn't have to continue on this painful and emotionally draining road. 
Please pray for me my friends. Pray that the ache in my heart will be filled (by either a baby or an understanding of God's plan) and that the pain in my body will be bareable. Thank you ❤❤❤
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  • appliciousteacherThis is the 23rd time I've had to pull these out... I rarely post personal stuff here, but I'm in need of support and prayers and I know my #teachermamas and #teacherfriends will understand. For almost 2 years we've be trying for another baby. And it seems every month, I'm hopeful... Maybe this time... and then every month I'm let down.... 23 times to be exact... I try to keep it in perspective. I've got a beautiful 4 year old boy (2 years to conceive) and a husband who loves me... But I know some thing is missing. I've had more tests done and needles poked into me in the past 8 months than should be allowed. In two weeks, I'm scheduled for another painful procedure...I'm not looking forward to it. I was hoping that I was pregnant this time, this 23rd time... That maybe 23 was it... then, I wouldn't have to go through with another test. So I wouldn't have to continue on this painful and emotionally draining road.
    Please pray for me my friends. Pray that the ache in my heart will be filled (by either a baby or an understanding of God's plan) and that the pain in my body will be bareable. Thank you ❤❤❤

  • harobertsWe love you ❤💔 our fingers and toes are crossed xxx
  • thelegitteacher🙏🏾❤
  • betty_jo_arboSending prayers🙏🏼
  • kari.lockwoodWe went through a similar situation, but we never were able to have any children of our own. We ended up becoming foster parents and have adopted one (out now 4 year old son) and are in the process of adopting our foster daughter that has been with us since she was 8 weeks old. <3
  • oateselizabethPraying for you
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  • instaamyharris@appliciousteacher you're not alone. Prayers for you too🙏🏻❤
  • sunshineandgoodvibessSending good vibes your way. We're going through the same with our first!
  • kimberlygesweinSo much love to you.
  • 1stgradefireworksIt took us 4 years to get our third son! #nevergiveup
  • krisissyPraying for you!
  • laurenwycuffPraying Friend
  • loves2teachPraying! It took us 16 years! We used preseed & Clomid @appliciousteacher
  • firstgradefrenzyThinking of you... hope you will receive amazing news...
  • smithcurriculumconsultingDefinitely understand and know where you are coming from. Praying for you.
  • kristinfleming16🙏🏻
  • csheppard82Praying ❤
  • suzannespokusHugs to you. We tried for 5 years, every procedure and medication. We adopted our baby girl 3 years ago. We would love another and trying to decide if we are going down that path again. You aren't alone! <3
  • kimberlysmith10Will pray that God's timing for this child is sooner than later. I believe you will have a second child! 😘
  • sunsandsecondgradeThinking of you and praying for you and your sweet family!! ❤ Hugs!!!
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